Yes I am entering a new chapter in my Life!
I am Single…again!
It is so freeing! Maybe I am not meant to be in a relationship…or maybe I need to learn how to be in one. ;>)
Either way I have learned so much about myself and my relationships that I am a different person. I used get sullen and not talk when things went wrong. The internal dialogue was atrocious. I couldn’t communicate when I was not Loving Myself.
It got to the point where it was like that the majority of the time. That is why I haven’t been posting recently.
So now I am “coming out” and saying I feel better…getting closer to the Feeling that I am Loved, and Loving Myself more. It’s like taking my own advice.
We all get good thoughts sometimes, and we want to tell others when what we should be doing is applying them to our lives for awhile (which is what I have been doing.) Those thoughts are meant for us to manifest change, heal trauma and evolve. As we grow others will notice, and gather around us to “see us burn!” (evidenced by compassion, enthusiasm, and charisma.)
I have the freedom now to let my thoughts and feelings flow…so that will result in more intuition, and more posts.
Also other things have been happening, like having more things “line up,” connections with like-minded people, and abundance.
It will result in me coming back to the US for awhile and then who knows. Right now the possibilities seem endless, which means it takes a real focus to “see” which direction to go.
So focusing on what I want, and not resisting it is the current agenda. It’s more difficult than one thinks. First sorting out all the different scenarios, then narrowing it down and creating a complete blueprint for one’s life is a full time endeavor.
Getting rid of the distractions, recognizing trauma, and dealing with it always get in the way. Seems like what you want has a whole bunch of barriers.
Why is that? You want it…it’s the best you can imagine…but you can’t really “see” it, or keep it in your mind. There is so much distortion and interference.
“It’s the Matrix…man.” Well, yeah, what kind of world would it be if we all could be “Finding Our Dream!” How about that matrix!!!!
There’s always going to be a construct, because we can’t even imagine “nothingness…” and who want to be in that anyway.
So we should create the one we want!
BUT…remember, it is all about you, but there is an Organization, Source for Everything.
I was listening to an atheist, and how he talked about some religious guy contradicting himself. Well, I thought about how he himself was also contradicting himself in the most ultimate way. He was talking about “God,” which he didn’t believe in, which is ok, but then he said there cannot be a god.
It’s like saying there cannot be something that we already conceived of…like love or faith or satisfaction. That fact there is a concept called “God” means there is One.
Why, because of the concept, which is: That which is Everything, Everywhere, all at once!
Try not believing in that!!! Or saying it doesn’t exist!!!
So, just because we all think we create our reality, doesn’t mean that we can do as we please. That freedom can entice us to be so focused on us that we don’t realize the affect it has on others.
We need that Feedback! Otherwise we can justify anything.
So your purpose, your Dream, should be for YOUR Highest Good…which Truly is for Everyone’s good!!!
We can’t really know what that is, but Feedback will tell us. That’s how we interact with our environment.
So Finding Our Dream is the realization of Love…for ourselves, which is compassion for others!!!
Thanks for “listening!”