The thought came to me that No One wanted to hear what I have been saying for the past 6 or 7 years!
That I had to admit I was speaking into the wind. And I was not relevant.
It was a very honest and revealing moment…
And it was very depressing…for a couple of days. I searched for answers.
You see, I am trying to “monetize” my thoughts into a coaching business.
My goal is to have my thoughts generate resonance with people that want to “pay” for my thoughts.
Honestly, do people really do that?
They pay for things that help them.
So why aren’t the things I have been writing helping people?
Maybe I am coming from the wrong place, because I am not doing what I say…namely realizing that I am Loved, Loving Myself and Finding My Dream!
Maybe when I do that, people will then begin to “listen”
But, by my principles, it doesn’t matter if they listen…or want to pay me for my “wisdom.”
My responsibility and accountability is to Love Myself and to Finding MY Dream!
The question is…How do I keep from starving then?
Somebody once said you can have the best and most wisest content, but if no one knows about it, you will starve!
So can I really say that I have told enough people to find any that resonate with what I am saying.
I mean, if I am just writing my thoughts for myself…no problem…but who really does that? They say things to others to have an effect…to affect change. But it’s a fine line to effect others and not try to control them.
This is a conundrum!